My blog is running the risk of disappearing into obscurity again. So here I am to breath in some fresh life in the form of another exhaling of the cerebral wind that storms in my head.

The voice in this wind has spoken of happiness, and those of you that know me will realise I think "life is not about being happy". I hope you all agree, and not in a deeply depressing way but in a there is more than happiness way. I don't really get it myself and I know it's all tied up with the way I long for more than there currently is. I want my friends to be in a better place than they currently are and I want myself to be in a better place than I currently am. I long to see people being free from their issues and living a life that reflects that freedom.

But I'm just not convinced it's going to happen, not today anyway. So maybe we should just settle for happiness, because the alternative seems to be that never ceasing dissatisfaction with life, that perpetual onslaught of seeing your issues all mapped out in front of you, and yet you are powerless to do anything about them. All you can do is choose to ignore it, choose to smile and choose to get on with life. Just trying to stay afloat over the quagmire of reality.